Today was the deadline for the latest task. Got everything in. Let’s hope it goes well. I’m tired as hell. I’m exhausted mentally. This shit takes alot out of you. It aint as easy as it looks on the episodes that’s for damn sure. Niggas think they’ll just cruise right through it with no issues. Wrong. This shit is demanding as hell. I’m sacraficing everytihng for this damn contest. Regular life is tough but when you throw this in the equation it’s ridiculous. Everybody keeps asking me when is this shit gone be over. I wish I knew. I just hope they make the right decision and grab ya boy.

I thought there were only going to be 6 challenges and we’re on number 9. wtf? Just when you think it’s over, it’s not. Another challenge. I can’t believe Boston let Atlanta get two games in this series. It’s gone be tight on they ass if they struggling with them like that.

Just e-mailed J-Ro, from Tha Liks, they hosted our show Saturday. I chopped it up with him pretty tough. Him and Tash felt my set. He’s a real normal dude. I dug that about him. He’s over seas now and got some nice oulets for a nigga. Get in where you fit in right?

Had a radio interview today with Peter Parker, on B96. We chopped it up about the contest and where I stand at this point. I’ve been his show several times. He’s got a lot of love for locals and kids that are serious about their shit. He knows how I get down though so he fucks wit me. It’s getting down to wire. I really feel like I can win this shit. I’m 1 of the last 4 people out of thousands nationwide. This shit is for real. I’ve had a small taste of what a lil money feels like. I’m ready for this shit.

I recorded my finalist 16 today. My man went bananas when he heard it. I let 2 of my other homies here the shit too and they went crazy. I think it sounds dope. I’m glad I found a beat I could fuck wit. I’m glad they gave us a chance to pick our own beat for a change. How creative can an artist be if he has no creative control? I got shit for days and I’ve become one hell of a song writer and I like to showcase that. I’m learning how to write R&B hooks and everything.

I’m buggin out about the 16 bar verse we’re supposed to record because we just found out that we have to use a loud beat. I thought we could use our own beats but I guess not. Fuck it. I’m built for adversity. I wish they would have told us this from the beginning though.

I’m having a tough time trying figure out if I want to go shopping to create my image. Probably not though cuz I got a few things here that are on some flavor shit. No sense in spending money I aint really got on shit I already got.