I’m getting ready to hit the road today. Didn’t get much rest but we’re driving so I can sleep in the truck. I talked to my man yesterday and he tells me there’s a lot of dudes pissed off about this awards show. None of the inner city cats are nominated for any awards, but, they call it the Grand Rapids hip-hop awards??? You tell me. From what I hear there’s alot of kids from the burbs that are nominated, so, if that’s the case why not call it the Suburban hip-hop awards. Mind you, I just found this out yesterday.

G-Rap is the hood and the hood niggas are pissed the fuck off that niggas have the audacity to throw an awards show in the hood but nominate suburban niggas. They talkin about shuttin it down and all that. I tried to tell my dude he’s bigger than that but he has a very valid point, and if I still lived there I’d be on his side 100%. I’m still on his side, but, it’s different for me because I have family and friends that want to see me perform that haven’t even seen me for years, let alone perform. Aside from that everybody knows about the contest and where I stand so I’m doing this for my people.

Went back to Disney World yesterday. There’s like 4 different parks to choose from. No way you can see all 4 in one day. Actually there’s more than 4, we just paid for the package that would be the most fun for my daughter. That shit is expensive as hell though. It’s like a hundred and something per day. Fun as hell though so no complaints at all. My baby had so much fun, when we got to the car she was sleep before we pulled out the parking lot.

I’m leaving this morning. Headed back to MN for a day, then it’s back on the road to MI for a show. I’m having a party at my moms crib for memorial weekend. I’m bringing a few of my homies from MN up there with me and all my homies I grew up with will be there. Should be dope. Just another day in the life. Some people call it their grind, so do I, but, more so than a grind it’s part of my everyday life. I been doing this kind of shit.

Went to Disney World yesterday and it was the craziest shit ever. This shit is literally it’s own city. It stretches for miles and miles and there is more shit to do than you can imagine. I was shocked. My daughter loved every second of it. We were there from noon until about 9:30, and saying I was tired as hell is an understatement.

I’m still dealing with the loss of my homie. This is gone bother me for quite a while. I gotta stay strong though. Too much still has to be done and I can’t lose focus. Tragedy is unfortunate and people understand but at the same time, time waits for no man and the grind continues.

I’m on my to Disney World for the day. My baby can’t stop talking about it. She’s overly excited and that makes me happy. Consider this my blog. I’ll talk about it in tomorrows issue.

Honestly this is another day where I don’t have much to say. I am in Florida and I’m enjoying the weather and my daughter, but, it’s bitter sweet. This shit about my dude got me bugged the fuck out. There are so many questions that I need answered just because, but believe it or not this will make me stronger as a person. This is a real sick feeling.